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haircut [Apr. 5th, 2006|04:47 pm]
Can anyone reccomend a good (but not too expensive, ie about $20-25 for a haircut) hair salon in the campus or clintonville area? I went to Aveda last time but wasn't thrilled, and need to find a good hairdresser. If you have a specific person you like, that'd be even better
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(no subject) [Feb. 5th, 2006|09:06 pm]
Laura: I love my dust bunny his name is Hubert!
Me: Mine is Mr. Ears
Laura: Why Mr. Ears?
Me: I dunno his mother named him that
Jill: I can't believe you guys are naming them

we need to clean.....lol
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(no subject) [Feb. 1st, 2006|07:08 pm]
Damn it's been a while since I've done one of these...can you sense how much I dont wanna study biochem? haha

9 lasts.
last cigarette: umm...Oldtimers Dance, Hyattville, Wy (that was the only time, btw..lol)
last beverage: UDF coffee
last kiss: Flash (nonhuman, my horse!), Tim (human:)
last movie seen: Brokeback Mountain.....amazing movie!
last phone call: umm... oh to the EDU PAES college to find out that they arnt offering social dance class this qtr:(
last cd played: Toby Keith
last time you cried: hmm.... I dunno acutally?
last relationship: define relationship
last song you danced to: haha umm... "Santa Fe" from Rent...in my car...lol

8 "have you ever"s.
have you ever dated one of your best friends: nope
have you ever skinny dipped: no...the pool was locked:(
have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: yeah
have you ever fallen in love: yes
have you ever lost someone you loved: Yes
have you ever been depressed: not clinically lol, but yeah
have you ever gone through a long depression: Depending on what long means...yes
have you ever been drunk and thrown up: Yeah...don't mix mudslides and beer!!
have you ever run away: Nope

7 states you've been to.
3. New York
4. Virginia
5. Arizona
6. Maine
7. ALaska

6 things you've done today.
1. Rode outside on my boy Flash:)
2. Fell alseep in biochem
3. went to a stupid shades meeting
4. Found out that I'll know about the UK by friday
5. ate pizza
6. tried to look at scheduling stuff and got really annoyed by it

5 favorite things {in no order}.
1. Riding
2. music
3. The people in my life
4. sleeping
5. eating

3 wishes
1. To be happy
2. To do something worthwhile
3. To raise a family

2 things you want to do before you die.
1. Go hanggliding
2. walk under a waterfall

1 thing you regret.
1. Honestly, there's nothing major that I regret.
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(no subject) [Jan. 30th, 2006|09:56 pm]
So I never seem to update unless somethings bothering me..lol. However, most of the time life is good. Flash is doing great-no problems mounting, and he's doing really well with becoming soft to commands and turning/sidepassing/... We start loping tommorrow-I'm excited. I'm also working out 3-4x/week, which is good. I wanna lose weight, but I'm not eating healthily along with exercising, so I haven't lost any yet. Oh well, it def. makes you feel healthier at least.

Holly and my Flordia trip is booked!! We're driving down to FL, to disney world, over spring break:):) I'm really excited.

AND I'm def gonna get a tattoo spring quarter. Who woulda thought? lol. Still no definite word about the UK-I don't knwo when to give up and call paint rock to go back to WY (which I would love to do too, I just feel like I should get overseas if I can). So that's a little stressful.

And as for what's bothering me, it's a guy. Like always. I'm really getting sick of caring one way or the other, btw. I just don't understand how a guy will give all the "I'm intersted" signals, and I'll give them back (I try at least, lol) and then bam, all of a sudden he stops talking to me. Like...wtf?? I would never do that to someone. I'd tell them I wasn't intersted, or at least some "Im not lookign for a relationship right now because of yada yada" bullshit. So..the question is...what am I doing wrong?
I'd like to believe it's not anything I'm doing, but its just a matter of losing interest. And I'm gonna believe that, cuz if someone dosn't want me the way I am, fuck them.

I'm seriously getting sick of this shit... which is acutally prob a good thing. I'm tired of letting someone else dictate how I'm feeling that day. I've had fun with the guy in question. And I thought we got along well, yada yada. If he wants to call me, he will. And I'm interested, and I'll let him know and it could lead to something. If he dosn't...well...he dosn't want to.

Oh and I have a theory, that part of the reason people get bummed out when someone stops calling/talking/whatever is not that they reallly liked the person and wanted them and are sad it didn't work out, but that it hurts to think that their judgment/intuition/whatever is off enough that they fell for that person or didn't see it coming....

ok enough venting. Hope everyone's having a good quarter/semester for wierdo's on semester systems....lol
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(no subject) [Jan. 12th, 2006|09:00 pm]
I had a dream last night that I've had before (well not the exact dream but the basic gist). It's been a long time since I last dreamed it, and I wonder if I ever will again....

yes that's intentionally vague because a) im procrastinating on studying so i decided to update, and b) i don't feel like trying to explain my dream, lol.

I LOVE Flash.....but...we'll be mounting soon and I'm a little scared. I know he'll pick up on that fear too and take advantage of it. But I haven't riden in a while and i know I won't be able to stay on if he pulls some tricks he's pulled on the ground. Guess we'll find out ....lol

3 day weekend ahead....wohoo

I need to get out more. I'm a senior, damnit. And I'm here studying on a Thursday night (tho I do have a exam tommorrow so it's not that lame i guess....lol)

ok im gonna go shower to procrastinate.....later all
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prob time to update huh [Jan. 8th, 2006|11:24 pm]
so it's been forever and then some. I got into vet school (the next day, lol)!!!!! So I'm starting next fall-i'm soooo excited. Bryan got in and I just found out Erin did too, so I'll know two other people at least:) I really want a OSU vet med hoodie...lol

Christmas break was good-I worked at Airway which was fun for a couple days but then got kinda old. The docs were really cool tho-they kept giving me tips for vet school (well and Dr. McM kept telling me to become a orthodontis instead, haha). I went to MD to see everyone. It was wierd how not-wierd it felt. I hadn't seen everyone for a year, but somehow it didn't matter. I guess when you know someone for almost forever (ie since elementary school) a year's not that long..lol. I got to meet KT's BF-he's cool. And Beck's in Belgium now which is wierd. Came back up to Cbus for New Years and the Bowl game.

We're a week into classes, and its gonna rock. I LOVE my breaking and training class- My horse is Flash and it's soooo much fun. I've learned a ton already. On the first day I was terrified when Flash started acting up, and now I'm calm the whole time I'm working with him. I can see some improvement too. He's a fun horse. Biochem=not so much fun, physiology=ok. Music=reallllllly odd piano teacher.

umm...what else?...I saw Brokeback mountain and it was AWESOME. I mean really, two HOT cowboys (esp. Heath Ledger...mmm)-how can you get any better? Good story too. I also went to NYOH's with Tim on thur, which was a blast. I just wish I knew how to acutally line dance, lol.

Oh and TOP told me they may have found a placement for me... I hope I find out soon...

"i'm going to go ahead and go boldly because a little bird told me
that jumping is easy, that falling is fun
up until you hit the sidewalk, shivering and stunned"
~ani difranco

lol I love those lyrics-I def. keep doing that-jumping because 'why not?' and its fun, and I wanna try everything once. I'm too damned gung-ho sometimes. And then most of the time it is fun, at least when I look back later. But there is that time when u hit ground and it's not so fun nemore...I'm tired of that. I want something softer to fall on.
Or maybe if I'm a little more careful/take things a lil more slowly I won't hit the sidewalk at all... ? I feel like I'm falling softly right now, which i think is good.

*end introspective and confusing even to myself sideline*..lol i was listenign to the song and it reminded me of something i was thinking of a bit ago.

ok, so I'm starting to drift..prob time to sign off...peace all!
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(no subject) [Nov. 29th, 2005|09:42 pm]
Had my vet school interview today...... it went pretty well I thought and Dr. saunders said I did well. So I was all happy, and I'll know in two weeks if I'm in, admission defered (ie I find out between now and April) or not in.

But...and I dunno if this matters or not...when teh large animal vet guy was askign about my experience this summer, surgery wise, i said i saw cats/dog spays, losta bulls with foot problems,and horses stitched up from barbed wire. Well, I jsut rememebred that I heard you don't stitch horses, and all he did was put stuff on the cuts.... I swear to god I thought he stitched them but I dunno where I got that from. so now im worried since what I said wasn't accurate that he'll think I made everythign up or something-I could really kill myself-why the hell did i say stitching not treating? lol I said a couple things akwardly cuz i was nervous but didnt screw up the meaning with nething else.

SO i hope to God that that wasn't a huge error. I'm so fucking stupid sometimes.
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(no subject) [Nov. 27th, 2005|12:31 am]
[music |light my candle]

Happy Belated Thanksgiving everyone...

so we went to see my cousins in chicago for thanksgiving. it was fun- not too cold and I saw Rent with Michael. Great movie-I forgot how much i loved the soundtrack. And because I suck at musicals, I got soooooooo much more of the plot from the movie lol.

I had a ton of stuff I'd been thinking about, but forgot as soon as I started to type-of course lol. If I rememeber later I might post it.

One week of class left-YAY! Then finals and home I guess cuz maybe Airway will need help-I wanna make some money over break I hate only spending it. Thank god WY paid well...acutaly..we made like $4/hour but there wasn't much out there to spend money on so I saved up more than Ive norm. been able to lol.

MY VET SCHOOL INTERVIEW IS IN TWO DAYS...I'm nervous but excited too. I"m sooooooo gonna kick ass. All I want for christmas is a letter telling me I got into vet school. Seriously. I can't think of anythign I really want which is kinda odd for me. Money, obv. but I hate asking for that. And it'd be awesome if grandma painted me somethign but I'd feel kinda odd asking for that too. umm... maybe a saddle but my summer plans are wayyyyyy up in the air. So..if you read this, pray for me. Cuz I've heard interviews are really tough and its like the most important interview I've ever had. Acutally it is lol.
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(no subject) [Nov. 8th, 2005|11:31 pm]
I used to be a lot less chickenshit and a lot more sure about things... How does that happen? Maybe when my tendency to just jump in with both feet, because 'why not', finally got me burned? Which I didn't even realize for a while...

In another issue, I even figure out if I want to work abroad this summer or see if I can go back to Wyoming or what, when I used to be so confident I was gonna go live in Europe this summer. AND it's easier to do than I thought it would be at the time I decided i was goign to (if that makes any sense)
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(no subject) [Oct. 28th, 2005|12:35 pm]
[mood |quixoticquixotic]
[music |whats quixotic mean? lol]

So Im finaly updating because I have like half a hour before class and I'm bored. And I'm hungry. I want some steak because our speaker in 600 (which is a total waste of time btw and wayyy too early in the morning) was talking about beef and had pictures and it looked soo good. I had my internship presentation yesterday and it went really well. Except this one girl was like "if you didnt have ne experience with livestock, y would you wanna go out there?" Umm...cuz i wanted to? wierd question lol.

My rats are getting HUGE...and kinda fat lol. They haven't learned any tricks yet cuz I dunno how to teach them... Oh and Sage's fave toy is DEF a tampon. Thanx Holly lol-i dunno how I'll explain that one... but you take it away and she comes back over and steals it back. she's liek that with pens too

We went to a costume party last weekend-it was a lot of fun... I dressed as a cowgirl cuz i already had almost everythign I needed. Oh and i got told my chinks were hot, which made my day lol. I love those things-theyre so comfortable...but suchh a pain to take on/off lol. Holly was a beer wench and Jill was a pirate. And if we get around to it today well hang up spiderweb so our house is decorated for holloween but i dunno if that'll acutally happen.

yeah so this post has no point except to waste time for me:)

and i really wish I knew A) when I was getting info about interviewing for vet school, and B) what I was doing next summer..oh and C) what Im doing over winter break/how/if I'll get to visit everyone...

Oh and this winter I'm def taking a breaking and training class..I get to train a horse how sweet is that?:) I'm so excited..

Ok its finally time to head to class so later all
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