|I feel summer creeping in, and I'm tired of this town again...
||[Apr. 25th, 2005|06:59 pm]
So, I just got back from a reunion with everyone i went to Australia with...and we saw a zillion pictures and a couple movies ppl took over there. And I missed australia so badly it made me want to cry- just the air there, the ocean sounds and the dry dusty sun of the outback areas. Hell I even miss Hay, and its amazing sunset. And the landscape there was so beautiful EVERYWHERE it just made your heart ache. It made me want to just pick a direction and start walking, see where it ends up. Go walkabout, waltzing matilda, be a drover, whatever. How can you miss a place that you visited for 6 weeks that much? I want to hear a aussie accent, talk to certain ppl ;) lol, go surfing, see the red dirt of hte outback... |
It makes me soo not wanting to be here. Id love to pick a direction, jsut start walking/driving/hitch a ride, whatever. End up on the west coast, catch a ride to australia. When I'm done there, go to Europe. See the Great Barrier Reef, the Pyramids, the great wall of china, the louvre, the eiffel tower, london's foggy winters, yorkshire, Isreal, Bethlehem, the Galliean sea, the dead sea, venice, whales,Ireland, Scotland, norway, switzerland.......everywhere I haven't been. I want to see everything.
But the problems is, now there's four places I Love- Maryland, Columbus, Australia, and dayton (kind of lol). So everywhere you go somewhere and have to leave it do you miss it the way I miss the other three places I"m not?? I don't think I could travel if htat's so...because no matter where you are you love it and at hte same tiem want to be someplace else. and that's kinda hell. But then I couldn't ever be happy not travelign, seeing new places...so what do u do?
Get it tattoed on ur skin? lol I love that song "I met a girl who kept tattoos for homes that she had loved, If I were her I'd paint my body till all my skin fell off."
And then I'm also so ready to move into a apt so I can stop moving, packing/unpacking all my crap every quarter or two.
I guess it's kinda a good feeling to be split into several places, cuz then you're always leaving somewerhe you love and going to soemwhere you love/you think you'll love. but still.......it sucks at the same itme
well im off to study for 2 exams on wendsday... wish me luck lol